Tuesday, November 17, 2009

LID-iversary

We have been logged in for 31 months today.   It really doesn’t seem like that is possible, but it is.  When we started the process the wait was 18-20 months and that really seemed like a lifetime back then.  Ha.   18 months??!!  Now that feels like nothing.    31 down.   ????  to go.  

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Halloween – Finally. :-)

So it took me a few days to go through the 100’s of pictures I took on Halloween of the kids and pick out a couple of good ones.   Every year we go to my sister’s for Trick or Treating – for a couple of reasons.   Number one - we love those kids and have the best time T or T’ing with them.   Number 2 – we live up on a hill and as sad as it is, kids will walk right past our house instead of walking up our driveway to get candy.   Now little to they know that I have always been THE house on the street with the good candy.  I buy full size candy bars people!!!   But they don’t know that – they are too lazy to come up the hill to get candy!   What is this world coming to??!!!    When I was a kid we would have walked on our knuckles in the snow all uphill to get to the house with the good candy (although that may explain why I’m not a size 0). 

So we turn all the lights off and head to my sister’s to Trick or Treat.   The little ones were so cute.   Curtis was Harry Potter!  Karly was a kitty cat and Hopie was the cutest Dumbo ever!!!   We had such a great time.

curtis and karly

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Karly spent the night with us before Halloween and of course we ended up going to the mall to Build A Bear.   Hey, I’m the aunt – I’m allowed to spoil them all I want.  :-)  I guess giving life to a bear really is exhausting.

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That can’t possibly be comfortable.    But it’s cute.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I Think She Liked IT!!!

I’m not 100% sure, but I think Hopie likes chocolate pudding!   :-)

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On a very sad note, I found out that very good friend of mine from high school lost her battle with breast cancer.   I am just in shock and so sad over this news.   We had lost touch in the last couple of years but I’ve thought of her often and am very saddened by the news.

On a much lighter note – if you’re looking for a gift for someone this holiday season (and you’ll have to think of something else for me because I already have this :-) ) I highly, highly, highly recommend this cookbook:

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I pre-ordered it from Amazon (click link to go directly to it!) and it graced my mailbox the other day.  I sat down and read it from cover to cover!!!   I absolutely LOVE  The Pioneer Woman anyway and have made many of her recipes.  I love (and appreciate) the step by step instructions and pictures that she provides with each recipe.   I actually make my Thanksgiving turkey using her method/recipe  - tried it a couple of years ago and will never ever make a turkey any other way.   I’ve already made two other recipes from this cookbook and they are wonderful.  Be warned – she is not a low-fat cook – that’s what makes it all so good!!    Perfect item in time for the holidays!

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I love the Amish!!

Every year a group of us girls takes a “Girl’s Weekend” this same time of year.    We usually spend the whole weekend shopping and basically doing whatever we want to do.  :-)  I really think it is important to have some time with just the girls to talk, laugh, shop, laugh, vent, laugh, eat, laugh, eat and really have fun.

Last weekend was girl’s weekend.   We had such a great time.  We shopped til we dropped – and sadly for me the drop happened earlier than I expected.   Not sure why but I lost my shopping groove early….could have been the weather – it rained ALL the livelong day.   But we’re troopers and we forged ahead!!!   I didn’t do too much damage (cough**lie**cough).  

I did discover a new love – one that is like that boyfriend you had as a teenager with a motorcycle or a fast car – sooooo not good for you – and yet so good!!   We hit an Amish grocery store called Walnut Creek Cheese and let me tell you I thought I had died and gone to heaven.  This place was amazing!!!     They had it all – bulk food, mixes, cheese homemade candy.   But the bakery was my favorite place of all – and where I found my fast car boyfriend – the fry pie.

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Doesn’t that look amazing??!!  It was heavenly with the flaky crust and the fruity deliciousness on the inside and that sweet glaze on the outside!!   Oh my.   The best part was that each of them were in individual baggies and there was steam on the inside of the baggie because they had taken them right out of the oven.   Good thing I only bought 8.   I could seriously overdose on the fry pie.  

All in all (even despite the rain) we had a great weekend and I just love those gals.  I feel rejuvenated and already looking forward to next year so I can buy 3 dozen fry pies spend some quality time with my girls.

Monday, October 5, 2009

Open letter & I’ll give bullets a shot. :-)

Dear nice, nice people at the Groomer:

I love you all dearly but……. please don’t ever do this to my girl again.  She hid under the dining room table for about 2 hours.  I’m certain my laughter didn’t help but you started it.   Can’t you see the embarrassment in her face??!!   Thank you for your attention to this very serious matter.

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Now onto the bullets:

  • Go BUCKS!!!!  
  • Go BENGALS!!!!
  • It was a great weekend for football although the Bengals are going to have to start providing nerve pills to their fans if this keeps up.  
  • Loved seeing all the pink items in the NFL!!!  You can see more details here:  NFL Pink

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  • Hubby’s Aunt and Grandma are visiting from California – love having them visit!!!   His Aunt and I get along famously and we have the best time together.  They are good people.
  • Sad day is coming – the boat will be put in storage for the winter next weekend.  This summer has been so odd weather wise that we don’t really feel like we’ve gotten enough boating time in and now it’s time to put her away for the winter.   Boo.   
  • 900+ days that we’ve been logged in.  Enough said.
  • I don’t dislike Fall, I dislike losing summer.   But it has to happen so I’m going to go with it.   I do like the smells of Fall – especially Yankee Candle Fall scents.  Be Thankful and Pumpkin Spice are my faves!!!    I also love to bake this time of year.   I’m still searching for the perfect Pumpkin Bread recipe.  
  • We are taking the younger kids to an apple orchard on Saturday.  I’m excited!!  I’ll be doing more baking – and more eating which is not in line with my weight loss plan.   But it’s for the kids.  :-)

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Go Ahead and Make Yourself Comfortable

We spent the weekend at the lake which was absolutely lovely.   A bit chilly for my taste but I guess I can’t fight Mother Nature on the coming of Fall.  She is certainly a force to be reckoned with.   We got to watch the OSU game and although they lost,  Buckeye fans are some of the most fun folks around!! 

Saturday morning I got out of bed and went to start the coffee.  When I came back this is what I found:

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I couldn’t believe it!!!  The funniest part was that he had pawed at the fitted sheet and pulled it off the mattress without disturbing the pillow!!!!  I guess it was cooler for him to lay directly on the mattress!   The other funny part was that when I walked back in to the room both Riley and hubby were snoring away!   Riley was very careful not to wake hubby because he knows he is not allowed on the bed!!!  Goofy dog.

And I am so proud of this chick, my niece Lindsay (pictured here with her mama, my sister) :

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She is a sophomore at University of North Texas and she was accepted into the Honor’s College!   She’s such a smartie pants.   She moved into the sorority house this year and my sister has been helping out there – I guess she was preparing meals in this picture considering she is wearing an apron.  I don’t think she wears it just around town.  :-)    Lindsay is going to medical school so she will be leaving UNT after this year.   Beauty AND brains – she get all of it from her aunt!  :-)  I am so proud of her.  

Monday, September 14, 2009

Love Without Boundaries

You can go here and get this book for $5.00 (just shipping!!).    A friend of mine loaned me this book early in our adoption process and it was AMAZING!!!    And LWB is a great organization doing wonderful things!!   

Love Without Boundaries

LWB

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Holding on Tight

Karly spent the weekend with Hubby and I a couple of weeks ago.   It was painfully hot outside so we were looking for something “cool” to do (cool as in not hot and cool as in fun for her – we are are a full service Aunt/Uncle).  

We ended up taking her to the mall and going to Build A Bear.  That was my very first time in BAB.  Wow was it fun.   It was surprisingly not crowded so she had a blast making her bear and giving it a bath (who knew??) and looking at each and every piece of clothing that they had in the store, which was a lot!  I couldn’t believe how many outfits they had for those bears!   Anyway she had a great time and picked out a really cute bear and a cute outfit.   She named her Lilly and she held her tight the rest of the day!

karly and friend

We then took her to a picnic we were invited to.  We didn’t stay long because it was really hot.   But what we didn’t know was that they were going to have a pool!!!   She was so excited but we hadn’t brought her bathing suit so what else is a good Aunt to do?   I stripped her down and she went in her undies and an extra t-shirt.   She had the best time but it obviously wore her out because this is what she looked like before we got out of the parking lot!!!!   Notice she is still holding on tight to the carrot sticks that she snagged as we were leaving.    According to her it was”the best day”!!!  Makes me happy.

karlysleeping2 *forgive the quality of the photos – both were taken with my iPhone.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

True Friend or Secret Motive???

Karly spent the night with us the other night which is always fun!   It was a beautiful day and Hubby was working on putting together a gazebo for the deck.  Karly was “helping” him which I’m sure he appreciated!    I just love when she comes over.   Guess who else loves when she comes over?????   Especially when she is eating a bowl of ice cream……

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Friday, September 4, 2009

My view for the next few days

Will be this:

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A little rest, relaxation, good food and family fun.   Good times.   Have a great holiday weekend!

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Well now…….

that was one serious break!   Yes, I took a very long and very much needed break from things.    I say needed but what I really mean is neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeded.   I got to the point where I was not in a good place emotionally for many reasons and I decided I needed to step back and regroup and really just find my mojo again.   Well guess what……….I found it!   I’m feeling much better about most things – some not so much – but most.  I’m in a better place and my mind is clear of some unnecessary thoughts.  

Back in June my mom and I took Karly to see Dora Live!!!!  To say she was excited would be a severe understatement.   She was thrilled!   Here she is looking adorable in her Dora dress waiting so patiently for Dora to appear.

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Then in July hubby and I took a much needed trip South.  We went to the Keys for a few days. It was beautiful.  We had the best time.   We stayed at a gorgeous resort - Hawks Cay.  It was very relaxing. 

Hawks Cay my feet

We drove down to Key West and spent a day just roaming around – love, love, love the whole vibe of the Keys – laid back and not a care in the world.   It was exactly what I needed – that’s where I found my mojo – it was hiding in the Keys.   Who would have thought?!

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And why don’t they make these in women’s sizes???!!!!   :-)

Buckpants

Football season is upon us – GO BUCKS!!!!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Friday, April 3, 2009

Stork Alert!

I'm so happy for a couple of very deserving folks that are currently getting (or expecting) referrals! Congrats to you!!!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

My Destiny?

So anyone who is on Faceb00k knows that there are an unlimited number of little applications that are available that allow you to send things to your friend list - anything from throwing snowballs at them to sending someone a hug. It's actually kind of cute - at least some of them are cute - some not so much.


Anyway, last week my sister sent me some "flair" which is really just a button like the servers would wear at Frid@y's. She sent me a couple of cute buttons - one was a Harry Connick Jr (my McDreamy). Another one said "I'm the fun Aunt". It was really cute but for some reason I haven't stopped thinking about it.

I haven't been able to stop wondering if that piece of flair is my destiny. A little background - I have 7 nieces and nephews ranging in age from 21 to 16 months!!! They are everything to me. I love them all more than I could ever explain. And I have an amazing relationship with them all. It's because of these kids that I knew in my heart that I wanted to be a mom. It's because of the joy that they bring to my life and the absolute deep and unconditional love that I feel for them that I finally realized that being a mom was what I really and truly wanted. My heart is so full of love for them that I don't think I have honestly ever fully understood it.

I also honestly believe that everything happens in His time, not mine and that all things that happen to us, for us or because of us happens for a reason. But I can't stop wondering if being the best aunt I can be and having such a special relationship with those 7 wonderful kids and building amazing memories that they will carry with them for their whole lives is really what I was meant to do. As the wait gets longer and longer and I feel the adoption slipping further and further away I can't help but wonder if I am destined to be the "fun aunt" but maybe not a mother. It pains me just to type that but as the latest referrals only included 2 days it seems to be more of a reality every month and that breaks my heart.

Every month I feel so happy for those folks who get their referrals. And every month I feel a little more distant from it for myself. I feel like we are so far away that it will never be us. And that makes me sad. Hubby reassures me that it will happen when and how it's "supposed" to but the longer we wait and the further away a referral seems, the less I think I believe that.

But I also have these 7 amazing children in my life that I love more than they can ever know and who love me probably more than I know. And maybe that's how it's supposed to be - maybe I am supposed to make an impact on their lives and them on mine and maybe that's supposed to be enough. I know for a fact that they have all made an impact on my life already. And for that I'm grateful.

I suppose if this is my destiny, I'm lucky to have these 7 wonderful kids to help me fulfill it.


Monday, February 23, 2009

Is it over yet?

I am so ready for winter to be over. The cold weather is doing bad things to my mood and otherwise very sunny disposition.
CALGON, TAKE ME AWAY!!!!! I'd rather be:
I'm looking for some good rumors on RQ. There are a few folks that I'm hoping and praying get in this time! Come on good news! We need you!

Friday, February 13, 2009

"I wuv it"

My birthday was last Saturday (boo) and somebody (I won't name names coughHopecough) REALLY enjoyed the cake - well at least the icing!  :-)



Wednesday, January 28, 2009

They were right!!

So the weathermen here have been crying snow for the past couple of weeks. We have gotten nothing more than a dusting. Until yesterday. They finally had it right. We got a couple inches of snow, then 2 inches of ice, then a couple more inches of snow. Good times. :-)

And I wanted to wish everyone a Happy Chinese New Year! We didn't go to our local FCC celebration this year because we were in Florida visiting hubby's parents. I thought it would be a nice getaway from the painfully cold weather we've been having but they've had a cold spell as well so it wasn't quite as warm as I had hoped but it was at least above freezing! And there was wine. :-)

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Thoughts

First of all, the biggest congratulations to my brainiac niece Lin for making the Dean's List her 1st quarter of college. She is seriously so dedicated and so smart that it impresses me every day. She's a fabulous chick and I couldn't be prouder.


Second, thanks to Dave, my favorite St*rbucks guy for consistently making the best misto around! Some days getting a really good coffee drink makes up for the rest of the cr*p I've dealt with during the day. Dave you rock!

Third - poo poo poo on the 2 day referral rumors. I'm not new here. I've been in the process for a while and I should know better than to get excited about rumors from the Queen - especially early rumors. But in all honesty the news has been so depressing every month since we got into this process that when a good rumor came along it was really hard not to grab onto it and feel some excitement. I'm very disappointed for a couple of bloggers that I have followed since the beginning. I was really hoping this would be their month but it doesn't look good right now.


Ladies, I'm sorry for you now and will still have all of my appendages crossed that it happens for you next month! Hang in there!

Friday, January 16, 2009

Scandalous! And Some Encouraging Rumors

Oh my - the scandal!! He was caught in the act. I had hoped his other love wouldn't find out.

Sadly enough, I think the Snowman found out. Oh the carnage!!!!

In the more exciting news, RQ has reported some very positive rumors and there are waiting families whose blogs I have followed for some time who have the possibility of getting a referral this time around. I'm crossing all fingers and toes on their behalf. I am so excited for them!!! I'm also hoping that the rumor of the that things may be turning around is at least somewhat true. This wait is so grueling and I had hoped that after the Olympics things would speed up but it didn't as quickly as I had hoped. Seeing families that I've followed since we were logged in at least gives us hope that it will actually happen for us someday. Some days it's hard to believe that.

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Love it!!!!

Yesterday when I got home there was a package stuck inside the front door - that always gets me excited. :-) But since I wasn't expecting any packages it was even more exciting. I opened the box to find this beauty:
It's from my sis MK in TX. How sweet was that? She is so very thoughtful and I love the little fairy godmother!!! She's meant to watch over us until we get a referral and then watch over our daughter. Of course I cried like a big baby!! Thanks MK!!! You're the best.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Poor Baby

I stopped at the grocery store on my way home from work today and, as always because I have no control in the dog toy aisle, I brought the dogs a special treat.   Well Riley finished his first and then proceeded to look as pathetic as possible in the hopes that Ella would "share" hers.   Needless to say she didn't but he sure gave her the most pitiful looks in hopes that it will do the trick and she will take pity on him.  She didn't. 


"Maybe if I get real close to her I can break her with my pitiful staredown"
"Or maybe if I don't look directly at her she will forget I'm here and run off to get a drink and I'll swoop in and take it."
"Please Ella - I'm dying over here. Can't you see how bad I need it??!!" 
She had NO sympathy and continued chewing.  That's my Princess!! 

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

What did I do to them?

Why, oh why does the company I work (slave) for dislike me so much? Why are they so determined to set me up for failure? What did I ever do to them to make them do such terrible things to me? I can't believe they've done this:
Why don't they support my admittedly unspoken but completely official New Year's resolution to cut out sweets in the mid afternoon?   Don't they know they are so not helping me by putting these little morsels of heaven by the thousands in our breakroom - and charging pennies for them.  I innocently walk into the break room with a couple of shiny quarters in my pocket and spend the rest of the afternoon unwrapping and chewing my way to Tootsie bliss.   It's wrong.  

Wait - maybe it's me - maybe I'm supposed to have that little thing called will power.  Maybe I'm supposed to leave those shiny quarters in my pocket and just pass these gems by.......... No - it's not me, it's them.   :-)  It's always them.  

Monday, January 5, 2009